I would actually say(and honestly say) I dont think I have what it takes to be a designer...nor a photographer...not even close to be a leader.
But as times pass, years passed(duh)...and I change
I still dont think I have what it takes to be a pro in designing nor photography. Not even a tiny little bit of leadership. I am nothing but a coward, a weak boy running away and hiding from what I fear; the future.
Although I fear the future, I kept walking forward, sometimes turn around and makes some silly mistakes along the way.
I am still a naive boy, thinking the world is small.
But I shall take this as a challenge to myself and a reminder to my future self, if I bloody back down from a fight with my own fear, I do not deserve to even step on this beautiful mother earth.
I shall overcome my fear and do what I do best; to fell in love with arts & designs, to be amuse with photography, to be who I am as a cosplay photographer, to put a smile on my face when I look at cosplay, to be humor by literature, to be challenge by people I hate...
I am who I am...
although I am nothing much in this big world, I shall make a different to my future and to my future family that i shall raise and tell a tale of hopes, dreams and hardwork.